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“Well,” Tom said as they walked away from the
grave, “that’s it then. Still hard to believe he’s gone.”
Jack only nodded. He felt drained,
emotionally and physically spent.
He was now an orphan. That had struck him
like a blow as he’d watched his father laid to rest beside his
mother.
Gia clung to his arm, wiping away tears for a
man she’d never met. Vicky held her mother’s hand, cheery but
bewildered.
Everyone else had left. Tom’s current wife,
Terry, a shapely brunette about ten years his junior, had fled the
chill to wait in their car.
During the past twenty-four hours Jack had
encountered a dizzying array of new names and faces. The parade of
mourners telling him how sorry they were, what a terrible tragedy
it was, how his dad would be missed. He’d met his sister’s kids and
had almost lost it when he saw how closely Lizzie resembled Kate
when she was a teen. Like going back in time.
Tom’s two ex-wives—the oft-referred-to Skanks
from Hell—showed up. Their splits from Tom apparently hadn’t
lessened their affection for his father. Tom’s two sons from his
first marriage and the daughter from his second had come along.
Jack still wasn’t sure what name went with what face. Not that it
mattered. Small chance he’d see any of them again.
As they reached the curb at the bottom of the
slope, a white Lincoln Navigator raced up and screeched to a halt.
Four young black men jumped out, all dressed in snappy-looking
suits.
The tallest of the four, who’d emerged from
the front passenger seat, looked at Jack and said, “Are we too
late? Did we miss it?” His quick, dark eyes shifted between Jack
and Tom. “You guys Tom’s boys?”
Jack nodded. “Uh-huh. And you gentlemen
are…?”
He stepped forward and extended his hand. “Ty
Jameson.”
He quickly introduced his three companions.
The names blurred through Jack’s brain.
“We’re really sorry about your father. An
awful fu—”—a quick glance at Gia and Vicky—”an awful, awful thing
to happen to anyone, but your father…” Was that a catch in his
voice? “He was one of the good ones. We would have been here sooner
but we only heard this morning.”
Tom cleared his throat. “What’s your
connection to my father?”
Our father, Jack
thought.
“He taught us computer programming back when
we were in middle school.” He checked with his companions. “About
fourteen-fifteen years ago, am I right?”
They all nodded.
Jack tossed Tom a questioning look.
He shrugged. “News to me.”
“We belonged to a Boys Club in Camden where
he used to volunteer. He donated two PCs—used but still in great
shape—and every Wednesday afternoon after school he’d be there to
teach the rudiments of BASIC to anyone who was interested. We were
interested.”
The three others nodded. One of them said,
“Word. Changed our lives.”
Jack remembered Dad’s fascination with the
home computer, remembered the time he’d bought and assembled an
Apple I—back in the antediluvian days when data was stored on
cassette tapes.
Ty nodded. “He infected us with the bug. We
joined the computer club in high school, took programming courses
there and in CCC. Finally we decided we didn’t need degrees to do
what we wanted, so we dropped out and started our own Web design
company.”
Jack nodded toward the big, spotless SUV
behind them.
“Looks like you’re doing okay.”
He grinned. “More than okay. We flush.” The
smile faltered. “Everything I have I owe your dad. Did more for me
than my own father ever did. I tried to get in touch with him last
year to, you know, thank him and let him know how he’d changed our
lives, but he’d moved away.” Ty swiped at a tear starting to roll
down his left cheek. “And now he’s gone, and I can’t tell him.
He’ll never know.”
Ty’s voice choked off. Jack heard Gia sob,
and he wanted to say something but couldn’t speak past the
baseball-size lump in his throat.
Ty recovered first. He pointed up the hill
toward the gravesite.
“We want to go up and pay our respects, but
first…”
He reached into a pocket and came up with a
small gold case. He handed business cards to Jack and Tom.
“Either of you ever need anything a computer
can do—anything—you just give us a call.”
All four again shook hands with Jack and Tom,
then trooped up the slope.
Jack watched them, trying to get a handle on
this stunning revelation. Never in a million years would he have
guessed…
“Can you believe that?” Tom said.
“I’d like to. I want to.”
“No, I mean dear old Dad, Mr. Conservative,
charter subscriber to the Limbaugh Letter,
doing something like that.”
During his Florida trip, Jack had realized
that his father’s conservatism was neither political nor
ideological.
“Dad was mostly a traditionalist. You know,
this is the way we’ve always done it, so this is the way we should
go on doing it. But he was never racist.”
“Hey, he retired because of the company’s
affirmative action policy.”
“Yeah. He told me about that. Called it
‘profiling.’“
During Jack’s last night in Florida he and
his father had had a long, rambling, scotch-fueled talk about all
sorts of things. Some of it touched on his career as an
accountant.
“But that’s only half the story. Do you know
the hell he caught back in sixty-one for hiring a black guy for his
department—the angry calls he got from his fellow employees,
calling him a commie and a nigger lover?”
Tom shook his head, his expression confused,
surprised. “No, I—”
“He told me he wanted to hire this particular
guy because, of all the applicants, he was the best qualified. Dad
didn’t care what color he was, he wanted the best. So he hired him.
The result? The fast track Dad had been on suddenly slowed. That
hire cost him promotions and position. I won’t say he didn’t care,
because I sensed he was still a little bitter about it. Then in the
nineties things exploded when he was directed to hire a black guy
over a white guy. Dad refused because this time the white guy was
better qualified. He still wanted the best guy. Dad hadn’t changed,
but the world had. The former commie nigger-lover was now a
right-wing racist bigot. He couldn’t take it, and refused to be
part of a system that put ability second, so he opted out.”
Tom looked hurt, but his tone was angry. “How
come he never told me any of this?”
Jack shrugged. He had no answer.
He put his arm around Gia’s shoulders and
they looked back at the four young men standing around his father’s
grave with bowed heads and folded hands.
Gia whispered, “I guess that’s proof the good
a man does isn’t always interred with his bones.”
Jack, not trusting himself to speak, could
only nod.